dumped

I think she thought I was cheating on her, I gave her reason to think that, did nothing I was ashamed of, but made suggestions and requests of a close friend (which were declined) that I would not have made with the girlfriend in mind.

the previous one dumped me cause I wanted other women, in all honesty, I wanted her and my best friend. I know my best friend cant be caged, and I wouldn't probably enjoy her half as much if she were (not that I've 'had' her), but wanted regular cuddles and someone into only me at the same time. I think my 'sex drive' is in overdrive, I'm worried its because i'm 'revving the engine'.

moving forward, my goals are; getting better at my slacklining and getting into shape. I'd like a regular girlfriend, but I'm thinking I'm tired of chasing for the minute. We'll see.

lol, so the previous paragraph above was written with a five minute pause in the middle, '... I'd like a regular'.. I read when my focus returned... 'girlfriend' was my response, but 'meditation' was going to be the original topic. Freudian or whatnot I suppose.

7 minutes a day is my target, 25 minutes twice a day is the recommended practice.

love,
noel